The weekend went really GREAT. Tatsuo and I saw this movie where the two brothers that share a liver. It was HALARIOUS!! =D LOL. Although, I wanted to see Cat in the Hat. Oh, its cool. Hmm..talk more about it later.

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Tatsuo and I made up. Just had a SPLENDID day with him at school. Glad I went to school, although I got a 30/50 on my biology test =/ . Didn't get to eat GOOD FOOD FINALLY at our school, I couldn't eat =( . Tommorow my family and I are going to Knotts Berry Farm and I get to hang out with Tatsuo on Sunday to get pictures and MAYBE a movie. Oye, I love him so much! He was so cuddly today and sweet as always. *HEART**MUWAH**

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~~~Tatsuo, dedicated that song to me a while ago..He is the sweetest. He told me that he knows how to play that piano song now, so I hope that I might someday hear him jam on his piano! =D He's just the greatest to me and makes me so happy. I know that we have our faults and I don't like his and I know that he don't like mine, but that's what you have to accept about that person and love them for it, like toward your friends and families. We have been through so much together and sometimes I wonder how we ever stuck by eachother. I dont believe its fate or destiny or we were meant for eachother, but we both work hard together and dont give up (even thought we have breaks, they never last long anyways) and I am happy that I found someone that I can lean on to and express myself in ways I don't have to be ashamed no matter what as a friend or boyfriend. I believe that this year has been magical for the both of us, because we have not been fighting or continue the hurt we have felt before and as that stops something grows so strong and pure that we can share with eachother. I don't care what people think of us or him, he is someone I found for me. Sometimes, I do envy every other couple...but you know what? I smack myself in head and when I look into Tatsuo's eyes and hear his heart beat for me, I know that something I have is not what other couples don't have. Everyone of ours is different and spectacular. I've learned so much about relationships from my experiences with Tatsuo and friends who helped me realize something new and exciting about mine when I hear their stories. Yes, I do get scared that I might lose him or that when we fight we say the most horrible things to eachother that it will be the end. I don't want the better of us like our pride to get in the way or jealousy to ruin something thats so fragile and can break us apart for the simpliest and stupidest things. I am tired of us going on and off my friend, thinks our relationship is a love/hate one and if we keep doing that than I am going to start thinking thats true and what the fuck is that kind of relationship?!? I'm not going to have that anymore. I believe yes you are going to do that once in a while, with breaks and if it takes forever to sort it out than I guess that would have to be the only way or to go on your seperate ways, but never over and over with the repeated mistakes. Highschool is almost over like about one more year and who knows what's in store for us in the future. No, don't think that we are going to get married or be together forever, because we have our own paths to follow and if our roads meet than who knows whats going to be next. Yes, there are times I fantasize what we might be like together married or have children or if we'll both go out with no one but us in college, but its just something everybody does with someone they love and want to be with them 24-7. We both will grow and mature and become different people from highschool and maybe our feelings will change as time comes and goes. Maybe, that one saying is true, "let go of someone and if they come back to you than maybe you're supposed to spend the rest of your life with them and its TRUE love" But what is TRUE LOVE? Is love just true? I can only hope and wish him the best because he deserves it and be there for him too. ~~~He told me that his mom invited me to their x-mas party on December 23rd, I was so shocked and still can't believe it. lol I am going and so very nervous at the same time. I want to make a very good impressioin. I miss Tatsuo N. Schaufus. *MUWAH* Send all my love as always.

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